Hahahaha...
This huuuuge combination of feelings, flying, swirling around my body and mind.
Fear first, I acknowledge it.
Sadness, terror in front of the intangible unknown.
Where am I going? Away from my mom, my brothers and sisters... My friends too (yes, I still have a few here.). Really tough to get used to.
I'm not afraid to be lonely because I don't fear loneliness. I sort of like it, I suppose, or else I couldn't go away like I do now.
But it's scaring... Losing this persons I like, not seeing them growing up or changing...
Future is announced like weird and... amazing.
But I'm gonna like it, that's for sure, because it's worthy to look at it and say to myself "I'm gonna do what I want, what I dream, what I have to."
Hihihihi I fucked her, and Mrs Iz. is MY superteacher, so she fucked her too! Delicious impression of revenge.
And I managed. I handled (although all this stuff). And I won.
I passed this fucking BAC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
War's over and I leave!
Sparted: Lil J. in front of her screen, smiling to her life. (oh... cute! :) )
This huuuuge combination of feelings, flying, swirling around my body and mind.
Fear first, I acknowledge it.
Sadness, terror in front of the intangible unknown.
Where am I going? Away from my mom, my brothers and sisters... My friends too (yes, I still have a few here.). Really tough to get used to.
I'm not afraid to be lonely because I don't fear loneliness. I sort of like it, I suppose, or else I couldn't go away like I do now.
But it's scaring... Losing this persons I like, not seeing them growing up or changing...
Future is announced like weird and... amazing.
But I'm gonna like it, that's for sure, because it's worthy to look at it and say to myself "I'm gonna do what I want, what I dream, what I have to."
Hihihihi I fucked her, and Mrs Iz. is MY superteacher, so she fucked her too! Delicious impression of revenge.
And I managed. I handled (although all this stuff). And I won.
I passed this fucking BAC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
War's over and I leave!
Sparted: Lil J. in front of her screen, smiling to her life. (oh... cute! :) )
XOXO
